Bread from Heaven
The Valley of the Shadow of Doubt
|Posted on September 22, 2022 at 1:40 PM||comments (470)|
We all know about walking through the valley of the shadow of death, either from experience or reading about it in the 23rd Psalms, right? But what do you do when you're walking through the valley of the shadow of doubt? Yes. As a Christian, it is possible to sometimes doubt who we are in Christ. There are so many voices and choices out there to sway us emotionally, physically, spiritually, and mentally. A while back, the Lord gave me a word about not being led by Neuropathways. This is where we allow our emotions along with the past to drive and influence the decisions we make. It is easier said than done not to allow this to happen. But it is possible not to allow our emotions to drive us. Let me play on words here, the afore-mentioned but is a very big BUT when rooted and grounded in Christ. The Holy Spirit will lead and guide us so we will not succumb to fulfilling fleshly desires: Galatians 5:16 “Walk in the Spirit and you will not fulfill the lusts of the flesh”.
Now, I wish I could tell you that after this word I managed to walk the straight and narrow without veering to the left or the right, however, that is not the case. Sometimes I was overcome by feelings of loneliness and wanting to be loved. I often still feel as if the weight of life is crushing me, but I am convinced that this is a tactic of the enemy. According to 2 Corithians 4:8-12, we are hard-pressed on every side by our troubles, (whatever they may be) but not crushed. I’m sure you have felt this way in life too, if you have not, just wait, you will because none of us are exempt! The great thing that I have discovered is that in my lowest moments, that’s when I can see the imprints of Christ the most in my life, letting me know that He is with me no matter what: 2 Corinthians 1:9 “We felt we had received the sentence of death. But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead.” I’m so thankful that God can raise dead situations to life! As believers, we ought to know by now that our adversary is fighting for keeps. If you feel as if he’s been fighting you more than usual, at every turn, even though pressure never feels good, keep fighting soldier because that just means the enemy knows your worth. You are valuable.
We all have moments when we fall. But the righteous, when they fall, don’t stay down, they continue to rise, based on Proverbs 24:16. Moral of the message, keep getting up, no matter what. I want to end today's thoughts by telling you a true story. Yesterday, I went on a walk early in the morning with my mother. On the way home, we were involved in a deep conversation. There was a strong nudging within my spirit to turn around. As I turned around there was a menacing, vicious-looking, and fully grown German Shepard, running full speed ahead towards me in attack mode! Immediately in an authoritative voice, I commanded “No, In the name of Jesus!” The German Shepard halted instantaneously amid his run, turned around, and begin running off in the opposite direction. Later on, when we arrived home, the Lord reminded me that in our valley of the shadow of doubt, He has given us the power to say “No, in the Name of Jesus", to every situation that the enemy sends chasing after us and it has no power to stand against the power and authority of Christ: Reference Luke 10:19. We are victorious-no matter what! In other words, doubt has to leave because we have the power to take authority over every situation.
-Kamilia Sims Watson
Breakthrough: Death and Life
|Posted on July 28, 2020 at 4:47 PM||comments (155)|
THE DIFFERENCE JESUS MAKES
|Posted on April 21, 2020 at 11:36 PM||comments (119)|
You were born to win. After all, of the millions of sperm released, you swam to your mother's egg. You are a WINNER! :)
God is not a man that he would lie. Satan is the father of lies. God is love, and God is truth. His Word is the final authority. PERIOD! If God says I am, then I am because it is not predicated on how I feel but on what He said.
ON THE THRESHOLD OF A DREAM
When you are about to cross the threshold of a dream, purpose, destiny, the enemy will always come with his plan to kill, steal, and destroy. If we hold fast to the word of the Lord, rhema or logos, the best attempt by the prince of darkness will only be a hindrance and not termination.
Logos refers principally to the inspired Word of God - the promises of the Bible and Jesus, the living Word. The second Greek word translated “word” is rhema, which refers to the spoken word and literally means a prophetic utterance.
JOHN 10:10-11 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I have come that they might have life and that they might have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.
If the devil came to Jesus with temptations and deceptions, don’t think it strange when he comes to you. For who are we? No servant is ever greater than his master. The clue is to know the word of God. Hide it in your heart so that it is not easily uprooted.
Scripture declares that there has no temptation taken you, but such as is common to man, but God will with the temptation provide a way of escape. The trick is to choose the way that He makes. The flesh will never want to take the correct route. We must continuously beat it into subjection.
When the storms come and beat upon that house, that dream, vision, your destiny, it will stand.
Be doers of the word and not hearers only deceiving your ownselves. James 1:22
MATTHEW 7:26Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.
Rains came down, floodwaters rose up, and the wind in between, but Jesus. That’s the difference Jesus makes.
John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.
In the world…everybody in the world: the good, the bad, the ugly. If you’re out in the rain without an umbrella, you will get wet – no exceptions – no matter who you are.
Matthew 7:27 And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house, and it fell: and great was the fall of it.
There is no VICTORY outside of Jesus – only a partial, temporary deception at best. VICTORY is in Jesus. Victory is Jesus.
Satan, through Herod, tried to kill Jesus in his infant stage and so he’ll pursue you in the same manner. He made attempts on Jesus’ life until Jesus laid it down. The sooner he kills you, the better he likes it.
I Swallowed Glass and Acid
The devil’s first attempt on my life was as a baby. I ate glass and acid, which deteriorated my stomach linings and cut my insides going down, and as I regurgitated, but my parents got me to the hospital in the nick of time. Never would have made it without HIM. I’ve been in 14 vehicular accidents and obviously survived them all – pretty bruised and traumatized in my body from some of them, but Jesus made the difference.
Sometimes it’s an enemy raised up by the Lord to prove you – sometimes because of disobedience. But what the devil means for your demise, God causes your uprise. A mighty resurrection.
When you are about to enter your destiny, there is always opposition from Satan designed to prevent you from fulfilling your destiny. It’s much easier to kill an infant than it is to kill a trained special forces warrior.
But what did Jesus show us? He was consistently retreating for that alone time with the Father, a quiet place to hear his voice as he inquired of him. God strengthened him, and he defeated Satan continuously and EVEN in his death. Now, how ironic is that? When we die to ourselves, we overcome Satan too. David, like Jesus, learned to always enquire of God when confronted with battle, and as a result, he never lost a battle, because God always gave him a strategy. He suffered from personal conflicts in his life, but it worked together for his good. HE ALWAYS CAUSES US TO TRIUMPH!
2 Corinthians 2:14 Now thanks be unto God, which always causeth us to triumph in Christ, and maketh manifest the savor of his knowledge by us in every place. (uses us to spread the aroma of the knowledge of him everywhere.)
Beware of the enemy's strategy to attack you in the place of your destiny. He desires to take you off this divine path. Seek the Lord, and listen for His answer. Then, we will fulfill the purpose for which God created us.
We may lose some battles or skirmishes along the way, but we win the war. Victory is ours! In that sense, we are fail-proof.
Prayer, Like Eagles' Wings
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|Posted on March 17, 2020 at 8:47 PM||comments (86)|
In 1989, my husband and I met a couple at church that became very dear friends to us. They had a daughter and a younger son. The husband was blind, diabetic, and had undergone a kidney transplant and dialysis. He was a patient with numerous medical complications. His wife also had several disorders.
As God would have it, the ladies of the church planned a weekend retreat. One of Webster’s definitions for a retreat is to move away from something disagreeable, difficult or dangerous. An antonym is advance. What we really experienced was an advancement of our spirit, body, and soul: mind, will, emotions and intellect. Engulfed and empowered by the presence of the Lord, we were propelled to further advance the kingdom of God in the earth. Praise and worship lifted us to new heights of glorifying Jesus during this time. Anointed leaders challenged and inspired us to a deeper walk. The fellowship was grand and the food was delectable - that down-home southern cooking like Grandma used to do. Really! All the food was homemade and homegrown.
How often do we attempt maneuvers without assessing the dangers involved?
It was a much-needed getaway for the women and the schedule did allow for some rest and relaxation. We went for a swim in Lake Tiak O’Khata. Actually, I played in the shallow part after I nearly drowned. Now I understand what is meant when I hear one say, “My life flashed before my eyes.” I descended in a manner that caused me to torpedo from the slide into the deep. My friend, Nelda was a very good swimmer but was not nearby. However, she sensed that I was in grave danger and quickly made her way to be of assistance to me. How often do we attempt maneuvers without assessing the dangers involved? Time was of the essence so I cried out to the Lord to save me. The water was murky and I thought I would soon meet my Creator. Honestly, I don’t even remember how I made it back to safety, but there is no doubt in my mind that the Lord is the responsible party. I felt myself gliding through the water back to the shallow area. The Lord had compassion on me.
The Psalmist said, “In my distress, I called upon the Lord, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears. (Psalms 18:6)
On the drive to Louisville, the wife and I just happened to ride in the same vehicle – in the back seat – side-by-side – with one other person in the rear. This was in no way a chance encounter. I don’t even believe in that. Although three other ladies accompanied us in this car, I do not remember who they were – only Sandy. Of course, it was a divine set up – for both of us. The Father had at least a four-fold purpose:
· for Sandy to share her heartbreaking story with me
· for compassion to move me to minister to the needs of that family
· for our families to build a relationship
· for the two of them to minister to us when my husband was diagnosed with kidney failure four years later
That family’s plight made an indelible mark on my mind. I listened and was filled with compassion. The very nature of the word compassion is a call to action.
Compassion is an emotion accompanied by action.
Sympathy is the feeling that you care about and are sorry about someone else’s trouble, grief, misfortune, etcetera.
Matthew 14:14 And Jesus went forth, and saw a great multitude, and was moved with compassion toward them, and he healed their sick.
Matthew 20:34 So Jesus had compassion on them, and touched their eyes:
and immediately their eyes received sight, and they followed him.
Ken and I didn‘t have much money, but we wanted to help. I remember the Lord telling me to use what was in my hand. My husband and I would go out to their house in the country and do whatever we could find for our hands to do. After helping around the house, we would often have praise sessions because Norman played the guitar until he lost his fingers. We would be on such a spiritual high when we left. I think we benefitted more than our friends did.
My family, including my deceased mother and father, loves to give to deserving people and organizations as much as we possibly can. But giving is not just about money. Give your time, your love, your talent, and whatever the Lord lays on your heart. Get creative, if you want to give. Where there is a will, you can always find a way to do so.
My favorite foundation is the 501c(3) that was birthed out of the heart of our deceased daughter to aid HER2 Triple Negative breast cancer patients and the homeless: KSimsFoundation.org
Look at what's in your hands (not just your wallet) and use it to help someone else.
This Train is Bound for Glory
|Posted on April 30, 2018 at 12:14 AM||comments (198)|
An Unexpected Lapse of Attention
|Posted on January 13, 2018 at 1:19 AM||comments (148)|
It's time to press the reset button.
While in a program on my computer, an error message flashed, "An unexpected lapse of attention!" Lapse can refer to a passage of time, memory failure, collapse, or even an error in judgement. I was pressing the back button in an attempt to take the program backwards at the same time that it was trying to move forward. Therefore, I had to reset it and start completely over. Pause and think about that.
Our Father in heaven desires to advance and expand us. Expansion is the word that He gave me on December 21, 2017. It is my theme for 2018. He blesses us to be a blessing to others.
Romans 8:1 declares, There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. We can't move forward if we are weighted down.
Jesus has made it possible for us to move forward. He pressed the reset button when he died on the cross of Calvary in our stead. His resurrection gives us another chance.
Satan comes to steal, kill and destroy every aspect of your life, but the son of God has come to give you zoe (abundant) life. Take it! This is a perfect time to start anew.
I had a dream on January 8, 2018 that ministered to me so I will share it with you here. Please understand that God does nothing by accident. He places emphasis on numbers, days, and times because He is the author of them. However, I don't get into the world's system of numerology. Remember that the devil tries to copy everything that God does and perverts it. That being said, the very fact that my dream took place on the eight day of 2018 was significant, "Why?" you might ask. Some biblical meanings of the number 8 is NEW BEGINNING, RESURRECTION, and REGENERATION.
When I awoke that morning, the Spirit of the Lord spoke to my heart saying, "Living waters can’t flow through clogged pipes. Release forgiveness because unforgiveness will make you its hostage."
Jesus said in John 7:38, "He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water." Rivers of living water can't flow through clogged pipes. Clogged Pipes are still pipes but are useless if the water necessary to sustain life is unable to run through them.
In my dream an old man finally apologized to a young woman that he wronged many years ago. I, actually, know both of them. Her unwillingness to forgive resulted in a sad countenance, melancholy life, and vulnerability to the adversary’s continous tactics against her. It wasn't so much that she did not want to forgive; she was just still very hurt and found it hard to do so. The old man had taken advantage of her naivete'. It was obvious to me that she also needed to forgive herself.
The question on the floor is, how do we forgive? You have to confess it with your mouth by saying, "I forgive you for hurting me." Sometimes it's just that simple. Other times, you will have to confess it often just to believe it. Faith comes by hearing. Eventually, you will be able to say it because it will be true in your heart. If the scar remains, you will no longer feel wounded.
Even if the person you need to forgive is you, do so. The Holy Spirit also spoke to me these words: "Don’t hold grudges. If you hold a grudge, the grudge will hold you - making you its captive." Unforgiveness makes you susceptible to sickness and disease in your total man.
The word of God in 1 John 1:9 states, If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Jesus came to reset us. He led CAPTIVITY CAPTIVE so you can be FREE from everything that thwarts your progress. Since He paid your ransom, accept your gift. It's up to you to go free.
2018 is an opportunity to begin again. The past is called the past for a reason. Leave those things that bind you, and every weight that so easily besets you, buried in the past.
The unexpected lapse of attention is on our part, not His. Nevertheless, He restores our soul. So flush out the clogged pipes! Press the reset button! Move forward! Advance the Kingdom of God! He has given you gifts to complete His purpose for you.
The Walk of Shame
|Posted on April 9, 2017 at 12:28 PM||comments (277)|
Philippians 2:3 Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each esteem others better than himself.
Seeing pictures of my granddaughter's prom last night stirred up memories from forty-eight years ago when I was in the sixth grade. Middleton Attendance Center was an all black school comprised of first thru twelfth graders - massive. Each year, every grade level voted for a princess with a twelfth grader as the reigning queen. I voted for my friend, Sherry, because she was clearly the most beautiful girl in all of elementary with locks that hung magnificently down her back, shiny white teeth, pleasant smile enhanced by dimples to live for - always dressed nicely. Did I say she was also one of the most brilliant?
To my surprise, Sherry voted for me and so did, apparently, most of our classmates because I won. SHOCK and AWE - for real! I had no expectations - was not even in the running. How could they make a terrible mistake like that? I was a keen student but in my opinion, not even pretty. Honestly, I was rather homely looking. My mother dressed me nicely, but bless her heart; she could not do hair - that didn't help. She was so horrible at it that I started doing it myself in fourth grade - at nine years of age. LOL! It still looked terrible but was an improvement and got better over time.
In a special school assembly, the winners were all escorted to the stage wearing our glamorous gowns, long white gloves - arms resting on the arms of our escort. For this special ocassion, my parents took me to the salon to get my hair done, but mama, unfortunately, allowed daddy to take me shopping for my shoes. I'm not sure what possessed her to do that. I could not believe my eyes. Daddy bought me penny loafers. Who does that? PENNY LOAFERS - to wear with my elegant teal gown that mama bought. The two of them were total opposites. The suits hanging in daddy's closet were from forty years prior - no fashion sense whatsoever. On the other hand, mama had a great fashion sense. Even though fashionista was not a word back then, she was definitely the epitome of it. Showing my displeasure to daddy would not have been to my benefit so silently, I suffered embarrassment and hoped that my formal dress would distract from my black loafers. That was going to be a little impossible ascending the stairs to the stage, which seemed to rise forever. With no other options, I had to smile and bear it.
Homecoming night, they chauffeured us to an illuminated football field. Since mama took me shopping for this one, I was pleased with my outfit.
To this day, it's mind-boggling that the classes voted for me. I remember seeing Sherry's face and the biggest smile radiating from it when the announcement came. I can't say it was a dream come true because I never dreamed of it. However, it was a rewarding experience and a pleasant memory in spite of the 'walk of shame' down the aisle in loafers.
In life, we will experience many 'walks of shame' with many regrets - wishing that we could rewind and start over. The good news is when we accept Jesus as our personal Lord and Savior, we can start fresh and new. He experienced the greatest 'walk of shame', 'The Via Dolorosa' - the painful way. His grief was the most painful and shameful of all as he struggled through on the street in Jerusalem - carrying his cross for his crucifixion. He was hung up for our hang ups.
Isaiah 54:4 Do not fear, for you will not be ashamed; Neither be disgraced, for you will not be put to shame; For you will forget the shame of your youth, And will not remember the reproach of your widowhood anymore.
We may not always completely forget the embarrassing moments whether minor mishaps or major sinful regrets; we still have the covering of the Lord who casts our past away from us when we throw our lives at his feet. He suffered shame, so we don't have to.
Sherry and I reconnected the year my daughter passed in 2015. She found me and was very comforting - even more so when I learned that she met my daughter, KaShanta when she worked as a beauty consultant at the mall while attending college. I never knew that. Before passing, she started The KaShanta Sims Foundation which will help cancer victims look and feel beautiful in spite of their diagnosis.
My classmate is just as beautiful today - inside and outside - always smiling - speaking an encouraging word. She is a fulfillment of the scripture. In my estimation, she so deserved to be the winner, but she preferred me over herself. I'm still humbled by the experience. I felt so undeserving of the gift that was so freely given to me.
What a wonderful world it would be if we all adopted the attitude of Romans 12:10 Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another.
That is exactly what Jesus did. He preferred our freedom over his agony so much so that he laid down his life so that we could pick ours up.
Servant Leaders in God's Kingdom
|Posted on August 23, 2016 at 6:48 PM||comments (232)|
The Good Fight
|Posted on March 28, 2016 at 9:58 PM||comments (214)|
Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold of eternal life to which you were summoned and [for which] you confessed the good confession [of faith] before many witnesses. 1 Timothy 6:12
Fight the Good Fight Saints
never let the enemy force you to back down
Continue to fight the good fight of faith if you desire to wear a crown
As believers, don't go through hell on earth and miss the rapture
Satan has only a little time remaining before his long awaited capture
We need to live everyday like we were dying
We can't go on passing people who are hurting and crying
When we die daily to self, Christ is richly alive in us
So search for wondering souls who are lost in the Kingdom, it's a must
Wear all your armor given every single day
In spiritual warfare, fight to kill, that's how you keep the devil at bay
It's time to do war on the flesh
so it won't be the one thing that keeps knocking us out
March bravely around the enemy's camp
and watch the walls fall down when you shout
Satan's playing for keeps
and ultimately his mission is to destroy our very existence
Let's fall down on our knees and go before the throne room in repentance
Christ is waiting,
waiting for His warriors to take their rightful place
And give the kingdom of darkness a big blow to the face
Hit the enemy in his weakest spot by constantly reminding him of what's to come Continue to fight the good fight of faith soldier, for the battle is already won
I have fought the good [worthy, honorable, and noble] fight, I have finished the race, I have kept [firmly held] the faith. 2 Timothy 4:7
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